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..this moment, I want to stay. numb. its more like staying forever. with you. you used to be there. in a small part of my heart. you used to make me smile. and laugh. you used to make me mad and sleep in anger. you used to let me walk alone far behind. you used to make me sit there after stupid arguement. you used to left without explaining. and, you used to be mine. long time ago, we were both unmatured teenage kids. maybe we were trying to look mature and try to prove that we maybe able to stand on our own. but, still. the fact is we were too young. at that time. time passes. we are now grown up. we are now a young adult. it can never be same as we used to be. but, one thing that never change is, you is still you. and me will always be me. and we are always there for each other. I really hope that this fact will remain the same in five or ten years from now. but, like you always said. do not plan. we never know what will happen in future. we cant predict it though. we keep pray and wish. with hopes. and now, you are with me. yet, I know and Im sorry that I have to hold my passion. there's a lot of things to be done. to be settled down. to be achieved. by you, and so does me. one thing my dear, please guide me. always tell me the truth. have faith for me. and I will stay for you. please tell me this is all for real..