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..grr. here I am. where? well here.

This is my first time updating my blog from the office. Being surrounded by the files and papers doesn't make you sounds busy and charismatic. Okay, I am so not. Been receiving so many calls today make me sounds like a receptionist. ceh. I know what's on your mind. Fine. But, at least I enjoyed picking up the calls. ahaks. Okay, I lied.

Here, at some stage, I just want to quit. Being in this field cause me headache every time I deal with the rushing madness and stress environment. okay, I admit. Its not the job that I hate the most. Its more to myself whom failed to manage me myself. Yes, every single time I get frustrated with the job, the guilt feeling came across my heart. I know it shouldn't happened. Should never happen for the young adult like me who sincerely want to have the feeling in being in THIS field. And each time I am having that kind of feelings, I know I am a loser.

Owh, life! This is my life. And guess what? Here I am. Still here.

Yes, right here..